"Let me find You in the desert, till this sand is holy ground; And I am found completely surrendered, to You my Lord and Friend; So let me say how much I love You, with all my heart I long for You; For I am caught in this passion of knowing this endless love I've found in You."
//Just Let Me Say; Hillsong (Daniel Choo cover)
We were at prayer meeting ytd and when this song came on, for some reason, I felt a very strong urge to kneel down. So I did and amazingly, people around me also got down on their knees. It reminded me of my first love, of when I was twelve and I had just come back from camp and I was bursting with His goodness, filled with the urge to just share with everyone how wonderful He is. It also reminded me of just how much more of my life I need to surrender to Him. For if he has given up everything for me, he deserves everything that I have.
Of course I know it is not easy. I shared with the prayer comm. that every Wed, I feel a very strong restlessness, a strange urge to stay at home and just laze around. But I know that if I go for prayer meeting, I will be ministered to, I will meet him face to face, I will be reminded that He really is my greatest reward. It's just sometimes my worldly part takes over and tries to distract me with FB, Youtube, gossip, shows, everything under the sun.
So I just wanna say that if you are going through this struggle, of wanting to be completely surrendered to God but fighting with worldly desires, don't give up! When you find the secret place and look full into his wonderful face, you will be reminded that nothing tastes as sweet as the Lord.
:) With that, I go with an expectant heart to Arise & Shine Camp 2012. Great things are going to happen in your church, oh Lord. I can hardly wait.
"Let me find You in the desert, till this sand is holy ground; And I am found completely surrendered, to You my Lord and Friend; So let me say how much I love You, with all my heart I long for You; For I am caught in this passion of knowing this endless love I've found in You."
//Just Let Me Say; Hillsong (Daniel Choo cover)
We were at prayer meeting ytd and when this song came on, for some reason, I felt a very strong urge to kneel down. So I did and amazingly, people around me also got down on their knees. It reminded me of my first love, of when I was twelve and I had just come back from camp and I was bursting with His goodness, filled with the urge to just share with everyone how wonderful He is. It also reminded me of just how much more of my life I need to surrender to Him. For if he has given up everything for me, he deserves everything that I have.
Of course I know it is not easy. I shared with the prayer comm. that every Wed, I feel a very strong restlessness, a strange urge to stay at home and just laze around. But I know that if I go for prayer meeting, I will be ministered to, I will meet him face to face, I will be reminded that He really is my greatest reward. It's just sometimes my worldly part takes over and tries to distract me with FB, Youtube, gossip, shows, everything under the sun.
So I just wanna say that if you are going through this struggle, of wanting to be completely surrendered to God but fighting with worldly desires, don't give up! When you find the secret place and look full into his wonderful face, you will be reminded that nothing tastes as sweet as the Lord.
:) With that, I go with an expectant heart to Arise & Shine Camp 2012. Great things are going to happen in your church, oh Lord. I can hardly wait.
