"For you created my inmost being, you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know them full well. My frame was not hidden from you, when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth." //Psalm 139:13-15 (NIV Version) Maybe it's true that this issue has to be finally resolved one more time before March, that this is one final hurdle that I have to leap across, one more bird that I have to stone and bury before the dust settles and I move forward. I guess this issue has held me back for long enough, and I cannot allow it to be the splinter in my heel any longer. It's truly like what Ps Lionel Goh said this morning, my identity and self-worth is in the knowledge that I am a child of God. If I stand firm and claim on that identity, knowing that God loves me for who I am, then I need not fear the negativity that sometimes creeps up or the expectations of other people that will come. But I can claim His promises for me with full joy, knowing that this is what he planned for me and that it will be more than amazing. So help me get over this stumbling stone one last time. Help me stand on your promise that I am fearfully and wonderfully made, that in you I am perfect and I need not prove myself, because in your presence is fullness of grace and approval. Fall down. Stand up again.
OMYGOSH. OMYGOSH. OMYGOSHHHHH. TICKETS TO MAYDAY'S 2013 NOWHERE WORLD TOUR SINGAPORE LEG! I AM SO TOTALLY OVERWHELMED WITH SO MUCH HAPPY AND SO MUCH EXCITES FEELS NOW THAT I HAVE TO TYPE IN CAPS. Thank you and thank you, over and over again. This is truly the most amazing present I could ever receive!
"You are the Rock on which I stand; By Your grace it is well. My hope is sure in Christ my saviour; It is well with my soul." //It is well with my soul; Hillsong Chapel Live Perhaps you saw me when I began this journey six years ago. When I didn't know anything about how this worked, when I didn't know where the end point was, when all I could do was feel my way down along this path. Along the way, I made so many mistakes, fell down and scrapped my knees over and over again. But you were always patient, always waiting for me to catch up to you. And sometimes, I have to admit that the going was really tough. To go through the breaking, the healing, the relentless re-moulding. Then to receive your promise and understand that walking in alignment with your plans was what you intended from the start. Not that everything fell together straight away. And as I built my room of waiting and waited for the morning, there were many times of discouragement and disappointment. That a lot of times, it felt like it was just me and you. The only who understood all my struggles, who walked with me through all my ups and downs, who knew why I was holding on, no way of letting go. And then in your wonderful timing, you cause all things to come together. That while I was unaware, you were moving behind the scenes to fulfil your promise to me, to show me the fullness of all that you are. To remind me that you are the Rock on which I stand. In you, I have everything that I need. So thank you for bringing us to each other, for leading us thus far. Thank you for every conversation that we've had, every past hurt that we've shared, every hope and dream that we're looking forward to. Help us to commit every thing into your hands and trust that you will move us forward in your timing. May whatever that we do honour and glorify you. I place my heart in your hands, the safest that it could ever be. And I ask that you keep it there until someone who is worthy to share it comes along. It's never gonna be easy, but I know this time it will be worth it.
"The Lord is my strength and my shield. My heart trusted in Him and I am helped; Therefore my heart greatly rejoices and with my song I will praise Him. The Lord is their strength and He is the saving refuge of His anointed." Psalm 28:7-8 I think it's true that in the end it's about making a choice to love and to commit. To realise that one day, there will come a time when the euphoria and the emotions have passed and then it will be about loving and accepting the person that you commit to. So that love is not just all about the feelings, but it is also a decision. A conscious decision to stand by and take fully all that the person is and deciding that your commitment to each other will not change, no matter what, come what may. At this point, give it time, give it space and be still for a spell. So that when it's time to walk that way, we want to walk it well.
"For you created my inmost being, you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know them full well. My frame was not hidden from you, when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth." //Psalm 139:13-15 (NIV Version) Maybe it's true that this issue has to be finally resolved one more time before March, that this is one final hurdle that I have to leap across, one more bird that I have to stone and bury before the dust settles and I move forward. I guess this issue has held me back for long enough, and I cannot allow it to be the splinter in my heel any longer. It's truly like what Ps Lionel Goh said this morning, my identity and self-worth is in the knowledge that I am a child of God. If I stand firm and claim on that identity, knowing that God loves me for who I am, then I need not fear the negativity that sometimes creeps up or the expectations of other people that will come. But I can claim His promises for me with full joy, knowing that this is what he planned for me and that it will be more than amazing. So help me get over this stumbling stone one last time. Help me stand on your promise that I am fearfully and wonderfully made, that in you I am perfect and I need not prove myself, because in your presence is fullness of grace and approval. Fall down. Stand up again.
OMYGOSH. OMYGOSH. OMYGOSHHHHH. TICKETS TO MAYDAY'S 2013 NOWHERE WORLD TOUR SINGAPORE LEG! I AM SO TOTALLY OVERWHELMED WITH SO MUCH HAPPY AND SO MUCH EXCITES FEELS NOW THAT I HAVE TO TYPE IN CAPS. Thank you and thank you, over and over again. This is truly the most amazing present I could ever receive!
"You are the Rock on which I stand; By Your grace it is well. My hope is sure in Christ my saviour; It is well with my soul." //It is well with my soul; Hillsong Chapel Live Perhaps you saw me when I began this journey six years ago. When I didn't know anything about how this worked, when I didn't know where the end point was, when all I could do was feel my way down along this path. Along the way, I made so many mistakes, fell down and scrapped my knees over and over again. But you were always patient, always waiting for me to catch up to you. And sometimes, I have to admit that the going was really tough. To go through the breaking, the healing, the relentless re-moulding. Then to receive your promise and understand that walking in alignment with your plans was what you intended from the start. Not that everything fell together straight away. And as I built my room of waiting and waited for the morning, there were many times of discouragement and disappointment. That a lot of times, it felt like it was just me and you. The only who understood all my struggles, who walked with me through all my ups and downs, who knew why I was holding on, no way of letting go. And then in your wonderful timing, you cause all things to come together. That while I was unaware, you were moving behind the scenes to fulfil your promise to me, to show me the fullness of all that you are. To remind me that you are the Rock on which I stand. In you, I have everything that I need. So thank you for bringing us to each other, for leading us thus far. Thank you for every conversation that we've had, every past hurt that we've shared, every hope and dream that we're looking forward to. Help us to commit every thing into your hands and trust that you will move us forward in your timing. May whatever that we do honour and glorify you. I place my heart in your hands, the safest that it could ever be. And I ask that you keep it there until someone who is worthy to share it comes along. It's never gonna be easy, but I know this time it will be worth it.
"The Lord is my strength and my shield. My heart trusted in Him and I am helped; Therefore my heart greatly rejoices and with my song I will praise Him. The Lord is their strength and He is the saving refuge of His anointed." Psalm 28:7-8 I think it's true that in the end it's about making a choice to love and to commit. To realise that one day, there will come a time when the euphoria and the emotions have passed and then it will be about loving and accepting the person that you commit to. So that love is not just all about the feelings, but it is also a decision. A conscious decision to stand by and take fully all that the person is and deciding that your commitment to each other will not change, no matter what, come what may. At this point, give it time, give it space and be still for a spell. So that when it's time to walk that way, we want to walk it well.
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