"For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
//Jeremiah 29:13 (NKJV Version) So it has been a full week of good things. A week of being busy, catching up, sharing life, good food, deep conversations and timely revelations. All in all, through the ups and downs, I'm still very thankful for the place God has put me in and the people He has brought my way, that He has used them to bless and help me in so many different ways. I think this week has really been a week of revelations, for myself and other people. That in such a short span of time, there are so many people beginning to find out about what's been happening and are eager and excited about it. But I'm really glad that this time it's so open and transparent, that people can really provide godly advice and prayers and keep us accountable to whatever decisions are going to be made. The discussion I had on Sat with Esther was really good too and it cleared up so many of my thoughts. And probably for the first time, I saw more clearly the flaws and fears that I have. That there are times when I'm so caught up with not repeating my mistakes or the mistakes of others that I forget that this time, it's different. So I'm really gonna learn to break this negative pattern and start trusting and believing in what has been brought my way. For the first time also, I saw very clearly the good things that are there. That this is honest and open, that this will be prayed for by so many of those around us, that this is gonna keep me grounded. More importantly, I really want to hold on to what Elder Freddy said today. That it's not about doing, it's about being. Being in the Father's presence, keeping our eyes focused upon Him and His plans, trusting that His plans for us are good, to give us hope and a future. Into your hands, I commit all my regrets, my hopes, dreams and wishes that are yet to fully come true.
"For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
//Jeremiah 29:13 (NKJV Version) So it has been a full week of good things. A week of being busy, catching up, sharing life, good food, deep conversations and timely revelations. All in all, through the ups and downs, I'm still very thankful for the place God has put me in and the people He has brought my way, that He has used them to bless and help me in so many different ways. I think this week has really been a week of revelations, for myself and other people. That in such a short span of time, there are so many people beginning to find out about what's been happening and are eager and excited about it. But I'm really glad that this time it's so open and transparent, that people can really provide godly advice and prayers and keep us accountable to whatever decisions are going to be made. The discussion I had on Sat with Esther was really good too and it cleared up so many of my thoughts. And probably for the first time, I saw more clearly the flaws and fears that I have. That there are times when I'm so caught up with not repeating my mistakes or the mistakes of others that I forget that this time, it's different. So I'm really gonna learn to break this negative pattern and start trusting and believing in what has been brought my way. For the first time also, I saw very clearly the good things that are there. That this is honest and open, that this will be prayed for by so many of those around us, that this is gonna keep me grounded. More importantly, I really want to hold on to what Elder Freddy said today. That it's not about doing, it's about being. Being in the Father's presence, keeping our eyes focused upon Him and His plans, trusting that His plans for us are good, to give us hope and a future. Into your hands, I commit all my regrets, my hopes, dreams and wishes that are yet to fully come true.
