"I wait for the Lord, my whole being waits; and in His word, I put my hope.
I wait for the Lord, more than the watchmen wait for the morning, more than the watchmen wait for the morning."
//Psalm 130:5-6 (NIV Version) 


I slept until I could not keep myself in bed any longer. There was a stillness in the air that told me it was very early. And when I looked at the alarm clock, I realised that it was only 5.53 in the morning. But for some reason, I really could not keep on sleeping anymore so I went into the room to do qt instead.

And the first thing I remembered was what I heard from the Lord last night before I fell asleep. He said, I've told you these things in advance so that you will not go through the doubting and the confusion. But you can trust me, knowing that I am the one who provides and prepares the way. What you have to do is hold onto me and pray constantly to be prepared and for it to eventually come to fruition. In all things, do not worry.

At that moment, it was as if a lightbulb went off in my head. So what if I don't know exactly what lies ahead of me? In Matthew 6, more than three times, Jesus reminds us not to worry. What use is there in worrying if I cannot even see past my own nose? 

So I stay in my room of waiting and be patient. Trust and obey. 

"I wait for the Lord, my whole being waits; and in His word, I put my hope.
I wait for the Lord, more than the watchmen wait for the morning, more than the watchmen wait for the morning."
//Psalm 130:5-6 (NIV Version) 


I slept until I could not keep myself in bed any longer. There was a stillness in the air that told me it was very early. And when I looked at the alarm clock, I realised that it was only 5.53 in the morning. But for some reason, I really could not keep on sleeping anymore so I went into the room to do qt instead.

And the first thing I remembered was what I heard from the Lord last night before I fell asleep. He said, I've told you these things in advance so that you will not go through the doubting and the confusion. But you can trust me, knowing that I am the one who provides and prepares the way. What you have to do is hold onto me and pray constantly to be prepared and for it to eventually come to fruition. In all things, do not worry.

At that moment, it was as if a lightbulb went off in my head. So what if I don't know exactly what lies ahead of me? In Matthew 6, more than three times, Jesus reminds us not to worry. What use is there in worrying if I cannot even see past my own nose? 

So I stay in my room of waiting and be patient. Trust and obey.