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25 February 2012 ;23:49


"Time for you and time for me,
And time yet for a hundred indecisions,
And for a hundred visions and revisions,
Before the taking of a toast and tea."
//T.S. Eliot; The Love Song of J Alfred Prufrock


It was unexplainable and inexplicable, even to myself. But all it took was a moment and you understood, completely. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. That must be wisdom. It spoke directly to the things on my heart and unknotted something that had been growing for a while. I know that in and of itself, the sentiment was probably not mistaken or imprecise, in fact it may even have been spot on. But it just made me vaguely uncomfortable and upset for some reason. And I know that it was probably not meant to be taken this way, but that's what careless words do and sometimes we ourselves don't even know how powerful they can be. All in all, I will not allow something like that to get me down again. I've come too far and fallen too often for that and it would be starting over from scratch for things to go down this path again.

I will build you up and you will be rebuilt, this is what I hold on to. So for now, I'm done with this conversation.

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