22 July 2009
;21:05 “When was the last time you wanted to say it all to the right person? To have it all come out right, to surprise yourself at how together you could be. When was the last time you ever met someone who made you want to give it all to them? I mean give yourself to them. Where you couldn't express yourself enough - like you wanted to cut off one of your arms to be understood. That's it - you would cut your head off to have someone understand you. You know how pointless that one is. You know how many times you've smashed yourself to bits on the rocks.”
//Henry Rollins
today, most definitely, wasn't the greatest. the sky was awfully grey and it was whipping cold wind and rain from the moment I woke up. luckily for lunch, we had an enormous bratwurst pizza and awesome chocolate cake at nydc. I checked and realised that we had this about a month ago also haha! no wonder vicks keeps insisting that my arms are fatter ugh. the consolation is that when the new school terms starts (in less than 3 scary weeks) can lose weight damn quickly also. pft, kind of pissed but don't know who to vent it all on. also super tired from lugging all that stuff around which I didn't get to use. happily though, we managed to get a pair of shoes each! yeah I know retail therapy is a cheap thrill, but it's better than nothing huh.
“When was the last time you wanted to say it all to the right person? To have it all come out right, to surprise yourself at how together you could be. When was the last time you ever met someone who made you want to give it all to them? I mean give yourself to them. Where you couldn't express yourself enough - like you wanted to cut off one of your arms to be understood. That's it - you would cut your head off to have someone understand you. You know how pointless that one is. You know how many times you've smashed yourself to bits on the rocks.”
//Henry Rollins
today, most definitely, wasn't the greatest. the sky was awfully grey and it was whipping cold wind and rain from the moment I woke up. luckily for lunch, we had an enormous bratwurst pizza and awesome chocolate cake at nydc. I checked and realised that we had this about a month ago also haha! no wonder vicks keeps insisting that my arms are fatter ugh. the consolation is that when the new school terms starts (in less than 3 scary weeks) can lose weight damn quickly also. pft, kind of pissed but don't know who to vent it all on. also super tired from lugging all that stuff around which I didn't get to use. happily though, we managed to get a pair of shoes each! yeah I know retail therapy is a cheap thrill, but it's better than nothing huh.
