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15 October 2013 ;23:07


"Do you know what hurts so very much? It's love. Love is the strongest force in the world, and when it is blocked that means pain. There are two things we can do when this happens. We can kill that love so that it stops hurting. But then of course part of us dies, too. Or we can ask God to open up another route for that love to travel.” "
//Corrie ten Boom; The Hiding Place 

Maybe you don't know how much it actually means to me, even after I've tried my best to express it in words. But for some reason, it feels like some wound from the past was closed up today. 


To know that there is someone out there who will really put down all the things that he needs to do and come through for me, just because I really need him to. Someone who sees through all the fronts I put up and knows exactly how I'm feeling. Someone who esteems me and loves me above the many other things which call out for his attention. Someone whom I know I can entrust my heart and feelings to, because he will never ever take them lightly.

And because of what happened today, it feels like I could let go of something in my past. To know that I don't have to hide who I am because I'm afraid of your reaction, to know that I will not be let down when I'm being difficult, to know that I'm valued above the other things in your life. 

Thank you for giving me what I sometimes do not deserve.
Thank you Lord for giving me only the best.

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